:(

my nanna's really ill,she has cancer everywhere basically,and was given 6 months to live 4 months or so ago... My dad cudnt get hold of her yday and finally did late afternoon and she'd fallen and crawled to the phone

She's in hospital atm and dad's gone to see her today. She's my last grandparent feel like poo.

Just text you.
I hope she and you are okay!

I only have one grandparent left aswell after my Grandad died this year so I can imagine how you feel!
HUGE hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

thanks for texting me pretty

feel worse today as had another arguement with my dad, again!

about my aunty, who says i am "the mos depressed person she has ever known" how rude it that? she's basing that on facebook,she doesn't even know me.

so i told him to tell her to fuck off and mind her own business... and he went nuts and turned it all around as if i were having go at him?! had nothing to do with him. he is so weird xxx

What the hell? Why would she say that?
And what has Facebook got to do with it?
Obv your going to be down with your nan in hospital and all the other crap you have to deal with!

And silly billy dad. Should've been on your side.. xxx

he agree's with her he told me like a month ago i was the most depressing person he's ever met, made me so angry! he doen't know i have depression and take pills... but still, saying things like that isn't exactly going to cheer me up!

i have no idea why she sid that, or why my dad told me, really upset me x

How comes your dad doesn't know?
My family can be like that too liek whenever I'm like down (which has been alot recently) I just get accused of being moody .
Yeh they shouldn't be saying that wether they know or not.. It's not nice! xxx

hmm im not sure why i didn't tell him, my mum knows everything, that i went to therapist etc and take pills... he's quite judgemental, despite suffering from depression himself at one point, i know he would think and tell me, that i am not as ill,depressed,down etc as he was... so it was easier not to mention it i guess!!

Ah I see why you don't tell him then
Difficult situation really.. Hope your okay anyhow xxx

he seems ok now... i think i just have to learn not to get s angry and just ignore him when he tries to wind me up, then i can't say something i may regret!

but i think it is all ok now, so fingers crossed xx

Yay that's good :-D xxx

i think so, we never ever used to argue, i hate it x