happy guy fawkes day!!

anyone going to see fireworks?

lol Well I was meant to be going with Kieron but he's seing his dad now so nop not doing anything. Although I was really excited to go see fireworks with Kieron.
Really pissed off with him at the moment xxx

aw that is gay! is he annoying you in other ways as well?

we're going on saturday in cheltenham. keiron is plop!

Well we haven't seen much of each other recently (also last Thurs he was meant to see me but was with his mate instead, but he said it wouldn't happen again) so he said he would see me any day this week, anyday if I wanted.
Monday I saw him. And on Monday I asked him if it was still okay to see him on Tuesday and he said yes.
On Tuesday I spent ages doing my hair and make up and then asked him what time he wanted me to come up and he said he was too tired and also his dad was coming up on Weds so he would see me Thursday and we would go see fireworks. Yeh I was really pissed off but was looking forward to seeing fireworks with him.
Now he's saying he can't becuase he's seeing his dad again, he hasn't seen his dad in ages blah blah blah.
1, he had already made plans with me and promised me.
1, his dad should have told him before he had come up (his dad lives in Wales).
I'm so angry at upset at him. Just feel like he don't give a shit anymore
xxx

oh that is so poo hun

it's annoying the first time it happens, but yes, we all get tired so you can forgive him doing it once, but to then do it again when you were meant to be seeing him to make up for it isn't fair at all!!

especially as he said he would see you anyday etc... and you spent all that time getting read, that's is so gay! are you talking to him? i wouldn't be.

aww i'm sure he does care honey xxx

He'e done it quite a few times. And he must've known before he got home from work that he was tired so why wait until I ask?
Was speaking (well arguing)with him on msn then his dad came so he went
I was so looking forward to tonight. Usually when I'm stressed about something seeing makes me forget for a while but where I've hardly seen him it's made me so down
And it makes me think what am I doing wrong that he don't want to see me?
Surely if you love someone you want to spend more than a day with them a week???
I know when I mention it he says he does love me and does care but it doesn't feel like it.
I'm being pathetic I know... xxx

you're not being pathetic! it if were me, i would be feeling rejected as much as anything else and i would be paranoid, and wondering why he didn't wanna be with me, so we are alike, remember? so don't make excuses

it's weird... maybe he genuinely misses him dad and wants to see him more, or maybe his dad is giving him grief about not seeing him enough? so he is being pulled in both directions?

you're right though, he should want to see you more than once a week, especially when you are so unhappy and stressed, and he knows that he makes you happier, and not seeing him only makes you feel worse.

strange, being a guy, he probably doesn't even realise how upset you are! **hugs** am going off now but still reply and ill try and come on my phone after dance. love love xxx

At least it's not just me that would feel regected..:-)

I don't think he misses his dad that much. His dad has offered to have us down for the weekend before and I've said I would and we haven't so can't miss him that much?
Plus he could drive there himself etc. He's never seen that bothered to be honest. I don't think his dad has ever been with them as a proper family unit thing so he's never been around - he's used to it.
And it's a bit stupid to come all the way from Wales before checking Kieron and his brother would be there
To be honest I don't think he realises how down I am.. When I've told him about uni stuff he just tells me I've got to deal with it - which isn't really what I want to hear..
I think he's probably fed up of me being down, but then if he saw me more and was more supportive when I'm having a bad day I wouldn't be so down.
He just doesn't get it . I think he thinks Uni is a doss too.
Sorry for being so depressive
I don't really talk about this kinda stuff much so when I do it all comes out
xxx

well maybe you should talk about it all more then, may make you feel abit better to let it all out

and you can always vent to me, don't apologise for it at all!!

how are things now that you are back at uni and seeing him even less?

is he still putting his dad first? i hope not, it's hard enough not seeing them very often, let alone them not seeing you when they do have the chance!

no way, i would feel exactly the same xx