how is everyone today?

im in a really good mood today! despite having a huge arguement with my dad as soon as i arrived here today and making me cry and yelling at him! ooopps!!

but all good now

Awh, why did you have an argument with your dad?
I'm a bit pooped/stressed. Uni work due next week and think I won't get it done.
Been doing work alll day. HATE it sooo much!!! Plus I have gay work later. Well in 1 1/2 hours...:-(
Then Uni alll day tomorrow..
Keep looking for jobs so I can quit both lol
xxx

would you quit uni if you found a good job?

urgh its just gay at the moment, hes reeeally gotten into this god-crap and its all he talks about. when we got here, the first thing he said was "we're all going to church later" and whether he was joking or not, i went nuts, so he went nuts as well, but i am so sick of hearing about it, he never used to be like this and it is soooo annoying me!

i am so anti-god, it just isn't nice.

sorry, rant!!!

ohhh screw the "random" idea, this is what i meant.

Note to self - use eyes

babe, i had a major fall out with my dad today And I'm also Anti-God. Don't let him force his beliefs on you.

Right i think i might have to return later. The small one is pestering!

oh no, about your mummy? you will have to tell us later im sorry hugs!!!

i know, it is sooo gay, i try to ignore him and then i end up snapping, all that church talk, it gets to me!

ok hun, looove to Faithy-Lou!!!xxx

Feel better now after cry & nap :-) lol.
Yesterday I had all my family over :- Mum, Dad, mum' fiancee, 2 brothers, 3 sisters, brothers 2 kids, sisters baby and brothers girlfriend... And I heard my older sister(Yasmine) say to my dad something about my being in "a mood"..
I was like "I'm not in a mood, I'm upset."
Ahhh great, been keeping the tears in all day and they come out in front on EVERYONE, 30mins before I go work lol.
Not good...
THey all just stared lol. Except my mum who shouted at me lol. Nice.. xxx

Oh hun If it's any consolation i had a shit day with lots of crying too Bad times!!

How are you feeling now??

Alot better!
Think all three of us are on a downer today lol.
Crying helps... You feeling any better?
xxx

Ahhhh sort of Been writing, so that cheered me up. Posted my first chapter last night! Scary! I got 6 reviews thoug! Woo

i'll read that today, as on a computer!!

aww hugs to both!!! stupid life.

that's gay your mum shouted at you not your fault you're upset!! altho im surprised Lewis didn't shout at you as well

hope you feel better, was it because of your dad and all of that? [sheree..!]xxx

Yeah that and i feel like utter crap! Stupid effing flu thing!

sounds horrid stoopid martyn giving that to you!!!

I know I'm suprised too that he didn't!
Can't believe my mum shouted at me lol.
Sorry for crying?? lol xxx

i know, it's so mean that would have made me cry even more if i were you!!i guess they don't understand how unhappy you are there and how stressed you are with uni and work xxx

I know my just keeps saying, loads of people do it, blah blah you only work 2 days blah blah. Makes me feel pathetic...
Can you imagine if your mum said you only work 2 days at New Look why you so down about it..
It doesn't matter if it's 2 days if I hate it, I hate it...
xxx

i know, definately! its worse sometimes if you only do 2 days, because you have longer to dread going in and more time to think about how much you hate it!

sorry she doesn't understand xx

i only work 4 hours on a wednesday and i DREAD it!!

exactly! hey i see you tomorrow, yay x

Is that at the tanning shop?
Yeh that's true! you dread it all week!!
Ruins my weekend working Friday and Sunday night!
xxx

no new look, she's also a slave there!!

its horrid dreading work xxx

yeah, i'm a slave *BOOOOO*

i am ok today, i think my migraine is FINALLY shifting and i am seeing my chiropractor tonight to help it on it's way out! bloody thing, been killing me since monday xxx

Feeling poop. Work tonight and gay tutorial tomorrow. And my lectuer isn't happy with me.
Should only be 20mins though -hopefully!!! xxx

simple.. shit!

haha nevermind

aww hope tutorial isn't too bad and work isn't too crappy, no texting you through xfactor then!!

No doubt some twat will tell me the result anyway!
Really spoils it! Ruins the tensionm when I watch it later! xxx